Art of Black

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Fuck The World

I had the wonderful opportunity to go to the Notre Dame fighting Irish vs Connecticut Huskies last night. And it was awesome, My first game in attendance ever.

The atmosphere was much different than what I suspect watching the Television. No Commercials was defiantly the best part. The star players were down there on the field and didn't have no profile to them. And Notre Dame Stadium is beautiful.

We had the seats in the UCONN section, and I have fallen in love with the UCONN Huskies. I started out rooting for Notre Dame, but after they scored. I was like "Man, Fuck Notre Dame." Plus there were some rotten ND Fans behind us. (Most of the Notre Dame fans suck!) So The Uconn spirit was strong in our section, and I loved every moment of it. I love their "DEFENSE" Chant, It goes right with the beat. The UCONN people were awesome, I loved them. Their mascot is my new favorite fursuit, I love the whole spirit they brought, from the kickoffs to the touchdowns, to the end of the game.

So when they won, I was cheering. I was so happy. And I am now a UCONN fan, I still love Michigan. But I like the Huskies more.

First,


I know this is targeted for war, but my subject can also be reminiscent of this outrage.

http://blaze.e-p.net.au/news/senate-wont-protest-executions-3332.html

The bible says, "He who lays with another man shall be killed, the blood is on their hands." Leviticus (Its from my memory, so fuck me...OK?)


I'm not gonna add an opinion here, just a question....Why?

On Saturday, November 14th was a tournament held at my Tae Kwon Do school. I participated in sparring.

My opponent was a 4th degree black belt, who was my training partner for the tournament. Apparently, there were supposed to be some Illinois fighters that didn't show up. Oh well.

It was a fast paced fight, all three 1 minute rounds. Yeah it was an exhibition, but we went at it. There was one time he kicked me in the chin, and my helmet flew off my head! I got kicked in the chin twice, but I still stood. We both tripped each other up, (He kicked me in my ass as I went to the ground, And I caught his leg with my foot.)

Final score, 2-0. I lose. He was the better fighter, and he showed why he was a black belt. I did my best, and I'm happy with what I did. So after I heard "Chong Sun" (Red Wins) I gave him a big hug, and he did too. We put up a great fight, and there were some great matches in the tournament.

I'm happy that I went from November 11th, 2008 in back of a cop car, too November 14th, 2009. Close fight vs my training partner, 10 ranks above me.

It was only but a matter of time as my little redneck//wannabe gangster queer bashing town got news for this.


Allow me to quote some conversations I've had with some "Friends here."

"What would you say, If I told you I was a faggot?" "I don't know....I don't know" He gives me a very dirty look, then later on that night he was like. "Look at that girl Cody, shes hot." and hes looking at me like I'm some kinda dumb ass

"Hey Lets go to the skunks nest and go bash some emos and queers. I got my bat." I didn't say shit, I just did my whole avoidance style and let them do their own thing.

I've heard so many queer bashing threats in my town, It was like a social disease amongst the people

But you know what? Thats not just my town, just people...

In Niles High school, a guy got suspended for the sake of being gay himself.

This is pretty old, but this is news to me:

http://www.examiner.com/x-4107-International-LGBT-Issues-Examiner~y2009m11d8-Michigan-WalMart-bans-gay-couple-for-life

It is very normal for these cops to do this type of injustice too. And think of them kids too. Such a horrifying image to think about.

This is absolute rubbish, to the third power.

I feel like a dark mobile shadow, floating from place to place. And then, dove shines light unto my face. Bright, it is. Love and peace it shows, I feel weird, I feel tired. I'm so damn sleepy, I haven't slept all Blooty night. The dark sky feels so bright. Take a dream, and let it come true, to ease my troubled might. But, I'm still awake. And I'm dreaming, dreaming some more.
So take this art, this art of black. Shade it some more, for this crazy young cat. Because, I'm singing, singing from my heart. Singing the song of the dove in my dreams. Crazy as this seems, my emotions continue to gleam and gleam. (Montovass)
Flying high in the clear, bright blue sky. Is a happiness, that's never gonna die.

You can sit around and front about it all damn day. but the truth is, I've seen it and I'm continuing to tune out what you say. You underestimate me, because I look like I can't hold my own. But truth is I'm pretty comfortable fighting alone. You tell me your plan of disposing of me, and how I approach you. But I got some tricks in disguise that you'll never ever see.


(Yeah that was kinda on the spot :|)

How many Republicans does it take to unscrew a light bulb?




None, all they need is a shotgun.

Ah the grammar police, don't you love it when you find someone affiliated with they're views, then they go around and mess up they're grammar? It makes me want to take they're grammar picking ways, and use it against them.

http://community.livejournal.com/grammarpolice/3456704.html
So much for capitals from this writing teacher, eh?

I took my first ever drawing class like three weeks ago. And damn, I never thought I could ever muster up these pics like I did. It all started with a "Oh fuck It I'm gonna draw lines, if it works good, if not I'm not erasing it."

The chair on the bench was a success by the way. But, I have nothing to put my drawings on the internet, so sorry, hahaha.

Michigan got an impressive victory over notre dame. And I have never been any happier with they're stand. Even the year when the nd fans ran they're mouths about how they will beat down mich when they were number 2. Then we blew em out. This year's game was the best mich-nd game I ever spectated, even if michigan did lose.

On the other hand, detroit lost, again. I just hope the team can feel my pain when I say this. Its time to turn around. I'm sick of seeing the lions lose. Sure drew brees burned us with 6 tds. But seriously, there might of been excuses before, but there's none this time. Its time to imrove!

And wow, I'm so into football. I'm happy its here.

GOOOOOO LIONS.

Lets go to the super bowl this year :)

And, GO blue.

It depends, but most of the time, I look to myself for

But I'm kinda the person people come to for difficult decisions.

I might be an orange belt, starting Wednsday. But, Im a 9th degree black belt from within the center of my very heart. And if you wanna come here and be like "Oh I can beat your ass." I'm not gonna listen, because your ruining my pure superken chi poke ball go mon pulse..........

I think I'm losing it,

I feel like the ground I'm on is crumbling right before me, but someone is holding on to me.

Living, just living... In the shadow, the twilight, the rings, the moon. I can hear the roars fade, replaced with some howls......

If you understand this, then good for you. >_>

My G.E.D results came in today, annnnndddddd............ Not only I passed, but I got Belt Rank, which is basically eqivalent of a Graduate with a diploma. So bottom line, I did it. It was a fucked up 4 years for me, and even though I didn't get my diploma, I can go to college in the fall. I actually made it out on time, and I'm glad I didn't give up when my back was against the wall. I remember when I was a freshmen in highschool, and I was taking a test. I saw my name on the sheet, and expected time to graduate. (09) And I was so far behind then, I felt like I was never gonna graduate on that year. 

I kinda feel like a bambo tree right now, you can bend me, you can hurt me. But you CAN'T break me. My back was against the wall, and I still did my best.


But when one obstacle is conqured, a bigger one just stands in your way, -sigh-

Hey, I just turned 18. I'm still getting used to it. It's cool. Done and will be doing some things that I couldn't legally do when I was 17, or younger!

I guess, I kinda said "Fuck Livejournal," for now. And I'm gonna better phyiscal condition, get much better at my taekwondo, and w/e really catches my interest.

Speaking of taekwondo...Well Martial Arts in general. One of my masters was like, "I seriously think everyone should learn martial arts, women espescally." I guess when rape is mentioned, then thats a great thing to come across on. A father and his daughter is also in the class, and Master Ellis was all like to the girl, "I'm sure your father worrys about you every time you are with your friends."  The dad was agreeing and stuff, then Ellis added. "You see, when you have a son. You gotta worry about 1 penis, but when you have a daughter, you gotta worry about many penisis."

Well I'll leave it at that.
 

Only one thing to say about this, "Wow"